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This painting sums up how I have been feeling recently. A sense of uncertainty with myself and others. So much has happened in the past few months that I was not prepared for and I felt as if I was melting away. I couldn’t grasp who I was or what was going on. I felt as though I was being pulled from every direction. There are many things that are still happening, and I feel like I haven’t been still for so long. There is constant movement in my life, constant change. I hope it gets easier, but for now I need some peace. For now I am going to take things slow. Hopefully this uncertainty has an end. Hopefully I am making the right choices in life.
Though this piece was created during a time of great pain, I think when creating it I was able to finally put myself at ease. I was able to sort my feelings out. I need more time to understand myself and I hope this piece is the start I needed. Life isn’t ever going to be perfect but I know now that the pain is always going to come to an end. Lets all hope for better days.
