Me
Recently I have been feeling off. A big change has happened in my life and it has been stressing me out. Though it is a good change, it has been stressing me out. I don’t typically talk about myself, but I guess this little blog will be about how I am feeling.
I drew a piece today of a woman with her chest opening up and just a bunch of worms and tongues coming out. She has broken ribs, and eyes everywhere. I’ve been feeling so bad recently, as if what I was made of was the same. I don’t know that I have had a good thought in a while. It felt so exhausting. I had so much to start and so much to do and it has felt as though I haven’t really done much of anything. At the same time it feels as though everyone is watching me, waiting for me to do something great, and I don’t know that I have done that yet. I know I need to give myself some time but I haven’t been able to. I haven’t really drawn for myself in a while. I wanted to draw something simple that portrayed how I felt. This was that. I hadn’t felt so relaxed and excited to draw something in so long. I might need a break.
Thanks for reading this, life hasn’t been so great, but I am hoping for better. I still have a lot ahead of me and I’m just starting out. I know things will turn out great. If you are feeling this way too, remember to give yourself some grace.
A special thanks to my friends and family who have supported me through these feelings. I love you all
